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To get to sleep
I meditate on breathing,
On the air quiet in my nose,
Quiet in my blood
& under my skin.
I meditate on oxygen
& my mind makes images
On the lids of my blind eyes
Of flowers
With sensitive petals,
Fanning & bending,
Shining brightly with photosynthesis.
These flowers
Grow delicately from my lungs;
Their roots are deep in my alveoli.
I fall asleep
With a head full of flowers
That smell of familiar skin
& spring.
& I dream I am dolorous sound
& I do not have a body.
But then I find the source of my ululation
& I find my body
& I am short and narrow
& unprepossessing as a brook,
Slow but alive in the
Run to the ocean.
& my body is dark, earthy,
Immediate & tangible,
Malleable as clay &
Breathing godly.
I take my body & undress
From the skin,
Feeling that a girl with a soul
Is not so fated as water.
I redress
&, as I am pulling up weeds,
As I am low & squat & naked,
Blood comes cold & tidal
From my womb
& my hips rock abortively.
I reach to catch it,
To block the flow,
But it weaves through my fingers
Like ivy & coagulates
In the forms of bent limbs,
Torn stems & tiny petals
Like foetal hands.
Red lilies strain themselves
To grow out of me.
My hands are hardened
By drying blood.
My hands are cupped
& full of pebbles,
Dirt & daisy-chains.
Not even the God of spring
Knows where the flowers
Came from.
I meditate on breathing,
On the air quiet in my nose,
Quiet in my blood
& under my skin.
I meditate on oxygen
& my mind makes images
On the lids of my blind eyes
Of flowers
With sensitive petals,
Fanning & bending,
Shining brightly with photosynthesis.
These flowers
Grow delicately from my lungs;
Their roots are deep in my alveoli.
I fall asleep
With a head full of flowers
That smell of familiar skin
& spring.
& I dream I am dolorous sound
& I do not have a body.
But then I find the source of my ululation
& I find my body
& I am short and narrow
& unprepossessing as a brook,
Slow but alive in the
Run to the ocean.
& my body is dark, earthy,
Immediate & tangible,
Malleable as clay &
Breathing godly.
I take my body & undress
From the skin,
Feeling that a girl with a soul
Is not so fated as water.
I redress
&, as I am pulling up weeds,
As I am low & squat & naked,
Blood comes cold & tidal
From my womb
& my hips rock abortively.
I reach to catch it,
To block the flow,
But it weaves through my fingers
Like ivy & coagulates
In the forms of bent limbs,
Torn stems & tiny petals
Like foetal hands.
Red lilies strain themselves
To grow out of me.
My hands are hardened
By drying blood.
My hands are cupped
& full of pebbles,
Dirt & daisy-chains.
Not even the God of spring
Knows where the flowers
Came from.
Literature
i placed a diamond.
your simplicity reminds me of fine chocolate
and sweet-smelling lumber. there is a certain
melody in the way you speak; so truly and
thick. you are honey in the carpet on a sticky
day, uncertain, with vintage pleasures. look
closer, i spread small insect parts on
your jeans, with little hints of pansies and
orchids. your voice makes me blurry, i am
drowning in my own silence. here, i place
silver on your tounge, and you recall quite
subtly, that you prefer the taste of gold.
Literature
Jeweled Ashes
We are made of more than prejudices,
overcrowded barracks,
thin soup and thinner blankets.
Concentrate: one foot in front of the other.
Stomachs no longer growl, but whimper.
Emaciated is an understatement.
We are made of more than the clouds
that leave our bodies
as we wish for death.
Beauty bites and blackens heels and toes alike.
Our shoes carried our fears away.
Strength is an overstatement.
Numb knuckles brush, but no hearts are warmed.
Our eyes are as colorless as those of our beloveds.
Jeweled ashes they've become.
Blocking the sun, clogging our throats, frosting the unforgiving ground.
We are the survivors,
not th
Literature
why we installed curtains
it sucks. not letting people in.
it sucks.
also the reflection of your chair in
my window looks like
one of those funky spiders,
the scary ones.
with big eyes,
small mouths,
and no teeth.
i don't know, it's like
putting all these things around
your name so people won't say it and
it's like guarding yourself asleep
and not knowing how long you've been
dead, or how many minutes per snooze,
or if you're even dead at
all the time, i'm wasting
all the time in the world
with
stretched earlobes
and stretched leatherskin
and stretched leopardskin
and stretched yyyyy's
(but only sometimes;
sometimes is more than never;
sometim
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this was a dream i had too.
this was a dream i had too.
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Intensely visual.